Sunday, Bitter Sunday..

Today I took the 2 remaining tests which are included in mmy comprehensive exams. The results would probably be released next week but I'm not looking forward to it since I don't think I would make it the topnotcher's list. I just hope I' ll pass all the exams.

Tomorrow will be the start of my communiy exposure in Pasay. I'm kinda nervous since a lot of my classmates said that it's a lot harder to be deployed in there than to be assigned in Manila. Damnation! All the stress that I'm experiencing lately makes me wanna commit suicide! >:P

Besides the community exposure and the dozens of paper work that comes with it I would also have to take the oral interview this coming friday (which is also a part of my application for the third year level) and write a few articles for my school's newspaper. Oh, and I also need to work on the shirts of my co-unit members in GSG.

Speaking of GSG, last thursday we lost 2 of our most precious members in the clan and yesterday we lost a couple of more. Genso Suiko Gaiden is an animu clan which I have been a member for about 4 years now and all the the members of the groups had already become dear to me. This is the reason why I felt bad when I found out that some of my co-clanmates quitted the clan. I'm not really aware of the actual reason why they left the group but one thing's for sure, I would definitely miss all of them. We're not really that close nor do we know each other that much but all the years that we spent together in the clan had made them really close to my heart. I just hope that inspite the fact that they had left the clan we could still remain as friends. At sana wala ng ibang magqui-quit sa grupo..

Another week of bitterness is yet to come. Darn... How am I suppose to survive a week without seeing my crush?! :P Why on the heavens can't we be assigned in the same group?! Why the hell do I have to deal with all these paper works?!

Dhon, Chris, Lei, Nicole... I'll miss you guys...

"there's nothing wrong in being pessimistic once in a while.."

3 Days Before Doomsday

Time sure flies. I have only 3 days left to study for my school's upcoming comprehensive exams and I don't think I can manage to review all the subjects that the exams will be covering by that time. The compre is really important to me since it's one of the factors that will determine whether if I would be accepted to the third year level or not. There's a greater chance for me to be able to continue to the next level of nursing if I could pass the exams but in my condition right now I don't think I would make it. Oh well, we never know the future might bring... kingdom come...

Alone Again This Valentine's?!

I wonder what it feels like to spend your valentine's day with your special someone. I've been single since birth and I've never experienced spending v-day in a way which it's supposed to be spent. This coming February 14 I would probably just spend my day studying and reviewing for my upcoming comprehensive examinations. Man, it sucks to be single!

The men that I ADORE

ADORE

1. to regard with the utmost esteem, love, and respect; honor.
2. to like or admire very much.
3. to worship

The Vampire

Name: Miguel Chavez
Also nown as Miggy
Occupation: Chicosci's lead vocalist

A started admiring Miggy back when I was still in High School and as the years go by, my admiration turned into an adoration. There's just something about him that captivates me. Perhaps its his voice. Maybe it's because of the songs that he composes and sings. Or maybe it's because of how sweet he and his bandmates are to their fans... or probably because I simply admire rakistas. I listen to his voice atleast thrice a day and glances at his picture every morning before I go to school. Wahaha! I don't mind if people would call me an obsessed fan because of my addiction to him, totoo naman kasi. O hail the vampire!

The Prince

Name: Kim Jeung Hoon

Also known as John Hoon

Occupation: singer, actor, model

The first time I saw John Hoon was when ABS-CBN was televising a preview for the next primetime koreanovela that they are about to air at that time (which was Princess hours). I find John Hoon really cute and so I started searching some info about him in the net. Later when I found out that he's a singer, I started listening to his songs. I'm not really into mellow music but if it's him that is singing, I wouldn't mind listening to one particular song all day long. Hehe...